Two days, two freakin days..... You know, I thought maybe I would go at least a few weeks before messing up but oh no!!! I went out to dinner tonight and totally ordered something I knew I shouldn't be eating, so I tell myself, I'll only eat half. Well I ate half... and 5 minutes later ate the other half. NO CONTROL!!!!
I decided for my punishment I would watch "The Devil Wears Prada" and "The Real Housewives of Orange County" until I went to bed. See, these are the things I watch that usually get me inspired to lose weight and look fabulous. I do realize that this is very materialistic and unreasonable, but I can't help myself. I yearn to look like that and be rich and have nice things. Name brand things. I know it will not get me happiness, and will not fix my life, but there's this part of me that just can't help but want it all. I would never forsake other things in my life for it, but I know I could live my life like that if given the opportunity.
Call me selfish and materialistic.... I don't care.
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